Fu*kin moment メ

It's the reason why I'm sad. Yeah, very very sad.
When everyone can do it, I can't do it
When everyone can smile, I can't smile
When they're dancing, singing and screaming. I just feel, like I losing my mind and it would never come back!
Honestly, I need a miracle or maybe "Just A Little" miracle
But, I know I'm not a lucky girl ;-)
Yeah, of course I'm so frustated!
My friends always says that "There's a little hope for me" 
But I GUESS NOT! 
Then, I want to close my eyes and pray. 
At least it can make me calm :-)